Currently Reading Love in the Time of Cholera (Vintage International) By Gabriel Garcia Marquez see related

less than 3 months

sooner than i could ever comprehend my life will be changing drastically. and so far i'm ok with that. i've h ad weird little dreams about howard, nothing negative. i dreamed my roommate played a joke on me and had her grandma tell me she was my roommate so i freaked out cause i had an 80 year old roommate.  i graduated this past sunday. i've done nothing but read, eat, sleep, and spend countless hours in front of a computer screen. my life would seem sad, except that it's not. i need to go pretend to do something productive to hide my restlessness.

Currently Listening Lyfe 268-192 By Lyfe Jennings see related

resolutions:

1. try something new every month of 2006 including but not limited to new food, new places, and new events

2. read 50 novels outside of class

3. fill 3 200page notebooks

4. get in shape. so i can run for the bus without exhausting myself.

5. begin learning one more language (aside from spanish and swahili)

as of four hours ago i have a boyfriend. and i don't know what to do with myself. except listen to happy love songs. yes, for all of you who thought i was some asexual being, you were wrong. there's this guy and he's interesting and right now he makes my stomach want to join a gymnastic team. have you ever had a memory that produced, i don't know, sharp butterflies? it's hard to explain. it's like i think of him and it feels like the butterflies in my stomach have condensed into one big ball of butterfly-ness. it's so new i'm afraid i might break it. one day at a time, one day at a time. 

the best and worst voicemail (email/text message/knock on door/whatever) is the one that comes just as you've decided that they must have decided that they weren't interested. but they are interested. and so are you. so painfully, wonderously interested.